Self 'Love'

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Won’t your quest for self-love become a crusade for a broken ego and what is to love about yourself apart from yourself? Do you not see that you enforcing self-love? How you are engineering artificially intelligent love whereby is supposed to be natural. How then will you love yourself when the artificial intelligence of love is corroded by the power of love and wisdom? Is self-love putting yourself first before love or loving after love? Are you worthy of love even from yourself? You are extremely shuttered on the inside to a vector that when you introspect yourself it is brutally dim that you become blinded and that is what you desire to love about yourself?


Self-love? Love Self? Love yourself? Is there selfishness in self-love and loving yourself? What is self-love? Is self-love putting yourself first before love or loving yourself after love? How could you possibly have self-love? How can you love yourself when you are tormented with obsessing over the next person and your neighbor? Are you worthy of love even from yourself? You should be of worth to be loved. You should be of worth to be loved. To be loved you must be of worth? Be of worth to be loved. What is the self-worth that you love about yourself that your neighbor and the next person should be obsessed about so that they love you? Look at how broken you are on the inside then how plummeted you are on the outside? You are extremely shattered on the inside to a vector that when you introspect yourself it is brutally dim that you become blinded and that is what you have to love about yourself. Self-love hey! How could you love yourself for that and who in their right passion would love you for what you are on the inside?


Won’t your quest for self-love become a crusade for a broken ego? You are attempting to build an ego that you will love and passionately coerce those around you to obsess over it so that you can transfer it to your self-love. You will love what you built but not yourself. You will put ego in the place of self-love and it will swallow your voidness into the black hole. What is to love about yourself apart from yourself? 


Examine yourself then look at yourself and dissect if what you are pursuing in self-love is not for self-satisfaction that will consume and gratify you when the satisfaction becomes numb but is there in abundance. Are you on a quest to love yourself as you are or a crusade to convert people to love as you are? Why would it be either a crusade to love yourself as you are or a crusade to convert people to love you as you are? Do you not see that you are enforcing self-love? How you are engineering artificially intelligent love whereby it’s supposed to be natural. How then will you love yourself when the artificial intelligent love is corroded by the power of love and wisdom? If you are to love yourself then it matures to obsession with the ones around you who will then genuinely love you but their love does not equate to the standard of your corrupt self-love will you then despise them and refer to their love as hypocritical artificial intelligence love? 


Self-love is the desire to have the best for yourself and the better for others with the hope that you will not love others more than yourself to the verge of having self-hate, for to have self-love is loving yourself and being enlightened that there is more to be loved of you and from you than the next person or tribe. Self-love is self-care tragically heartbreaking for you is that your love is driven by toxic infatuation for you envy becoming better than everyone else for your glorification then label it as love with the desire to mend your brokenness and shattered state that needs healing not mending.


You will pour upon yourself all the self-love but urinate within yourself the toxic waste of hatred for you would have sought self-love driven by a furnace of hate. How could you love when you embark on a quest for self-love whilst pursuing a crusade of self-envy of other people?

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