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The Fear Of Sex

" Your future will become a doomed history in the waiting for your soul will be tied with a person and people who have a dark, void and burdened current state ."  She lay bare on the bed with her legs wide open and her vagina was braced for the main event of the day. At that moment excitement fused with fear and contemplated by doubt ripped then shredded me apart. I had always fantasized about the pleasures of having sex but was tormented by the outcome of it as I had been indoctrinated to believe. If the physical curses were not to haunt me, the spiritual and soul ties would torment me but I had to make a choice to either engage in sexual intercourse or not. The voice of Excitement lured me towards her and began to seduce me, "It is nothing but just sex. Well for you it is something though, for it is your first time but after that, you will then realize it is nothing but just sex. It will be over before you even know it, go ahead and cure your urge that has been tormen

Genocide Of A Generation

How can you talk of the future of the current young generation or vision 20whatever for them when they struggle to see if they can live in the next hour not day but hour? Due to your generational genocide, you have turned dreams into nightmares. They told us to wait in line for our time would come. But now looking at it, some of us have run out of time whilst in line and those who still have it no longer have the time to wait in line because the message of waiting for your time was preached to a previous generation who listened to it and applied the principles of waiting but they now find themselves battling with the new generation based on who should be first in a line that has no cause but a structured psychological context. Just like us, their generation also had people who ran out of time whilst waiting for their time. Now those who still have time are at war with the new generation on the aspect of waiting in a line that has no cause nor course but a structured psychological conte

A Widow's Disguised Grief

  " The problem is that you wish it was you with the vagina to use to build, adopt and inherit an estate because with your penis and being a man you have nothing to show for it" She had a vagina but no brains. Maybe she had brains but I did not have the eyes and mind to see it. You are just jealous because you do not have a vagina. Go find a specialist Doctor and get a sex change." It was hard to identify if they were tears of joy or pain trickling down her cheeks. She had just lost her husband. It was even harder to conclude if it was a loss or a win for her. I could see beyond the smoking mirrors and the face value. She was dressed in all black as a symbol of mourning yet she was impatiently waiting for the morning after the mourning to start devouring her late husband's wealth. Or maybe there was nothing symbolic about her tears. Maybe she was really in pain. After all, she had lost the love of her life. Maybe it was genuine grief and not disguised. The non-sympat

Suicide Conversation

"She wildly began to sprint towards the busiest highway in our world. I blindly followed her in pursuit urging her to survive for one more day but she kept on cheering herself to murder herself. She ecstatically flew into the busiest highway then got gracefully hit and cremated by a sixteen-tonne haulage truck."  This morning as I was taking a walk, I senselessly got engaged in a conversation with a woman who was on a path to suicide. She was ecstatic about her suicidal decision and had come to the firm conclusion that today was the day she would become liberated from the burden of life. I tried to talk her out of her decision of suicide but she began to communicate with me about why she had chosen to kill herself to lessen the burden she had on life. She began to cheerfully explain and narrate, "Are you aware of the price of bread as of today? Do you know that the price of bread is beyond the reach of many families living below and above the poverty datum line? It is no

African 'Blessings'

They are people who are blessed utilizing African blessings but are in fear of testifying their blessings to fellow Africans who believe in Western beliefs and blessings because they fear being judged by these 'Western' Africans. 'Western' Africans who want Western blessings in an African context. I sought African blessings being aware I was about to be blessed by those who are cursed. I stood at the door with nearly all my salary opting to seek African blessings or to purchase them. It was my first time and I was far from confident but in fear to be 'blessed', I consulted myself, " This is how your forefathers did it before the Western blessings came along and it worked far more effectively than the 'Western' blessings you have been seeking but unable to find those that completely satisfy you. It is not because you are impatient that you are here, it is because the blessings from the Western world do not work in the world you live in. How could you

Open Letter To Myself

"You have a past but do not have a history, a present that will never be immortalized and there is nothing futuristic about your future."  To Me Fear of the unknown plagued your past, torments your present state and cursed your future. You were never born with fear but it was instilled into you by those who feared you might not fruitfully progress for their good or cause. How many opportunities have you lost due to either the lack or fear of liberal independence? You could have been better than what you are now and your fruitful future could have been your past but it is not so because you kept yourself chained to what was falsely prophesied about you by anointed seers. I see that you are slowly evolving with progress to become yourself and you torment yourself by asking, "Is it not too late?". The success you are to taste in the future will not be a decade behind from the present time frame you are in, for it should have happened earlier? You had self-actualized ac