Love For Hate

 When your hate becomes despicable despise and you are passionate about it for it is the only way you know how to emit emotions for the emotions of love that were affected upon you were done so out of polarized love. Why do you love to hate and hate to love more than love to love? Though how could you have a heart of love when the most loved individuals have a passion wielded by hatred? You are foolish enough to love in an era where hatred prospers with a passion and bitterness manifests the bread and butter but due to your bitterness, the bread and butter is tasteless to you though it fills you, tragically it cannot fulfill you. For when you are exalted out of love you despise it for you want to be honored for the hatred you have for love and the love you have for hatred. In a cold universe, hate is the silver bullet that warms the heart and you ought to have a love for hate. How can you be in comfort and rest in the hive of hate? For you decimate the honeycomb then feed on the bees and the scraps of the bees you make those below you with love digest them, as they digest them they are stung by bees and then are hurt for the love which they possess makes them feel pain.

Does rejection of one equate to hate or dislike? Does rejection of oneself by self the equivalent of self-hate? Does the love that is not reciprocated an affirmation of hate? One said, “Hate is often confused admiration”, but when you hate with a purpose, pain, and conscience is it then confused admiration? When your hate becomes despicable despise and you are passionate about it for it is the only way you know how to emit emotions for the emotions of love that were imposed upon you were done so out of polarized love. What is to love when you do so from a hateful heart and when you are loved back the love falls short, comes up short, and has shortcomings? How could you love when your heart is burdened by trauma and when you show just love you question yourself if it was enough, then when you cannot have the answer you choose to love for hate and hate to love. You were loved in pain by those who inflicted the pain and began to hate the pain and the love simultaneously. 

There was no discipline in the love. You want to be loved now so that you can cure your infection of hate but when you hate and doubt the love you are to receive how can you be healed than cured then? Why do you love to hate and hate to love more than love to love? How could external love cure your cancerous virus of self-hatred? Do you believe it’s hatred for love or you are bitter about how you were loved, how you love, and how you want to be loved?

We both ask, “Do you believe it’s hatred for love or you are bitter about how you were loved, how you love, and how you want to be loved?” Though how could you have a heart of love when the most loved individuals have a passion wielded by hatred? Are they loved, admired, or loved out of fear of what their hatred can emit and emits? As others breathe the love in the air you circulate the hate within your breath that you cannot exhale for when you exhale it you inhale it back in and if it is corrupted by love it becomes monoxide for you, hence you are suffocated by lack of ‘oxygen’. 

You are foolish enough to love in an era where hatred prospers with a passion and bitterness manifests the bread and butter but due to your and their bitterness the bread and butter is tasteless to you though it fills you and them, tragically it cannot fulfill you both. You love to hate, hate to love, and have hatred for love for your love with a conscience that has a bitter mindset.

When you are exalted out of love you despise it for you want to be honored for the hatred you have for love and the love you have for hatred. 

It is not the love that you have for the hatred that is the tumor that needs cleansing, it is the venom you have become unto yourself that you feel is not poisonous enough to maul you effectively. You feel that your hatred does have a passion but struggles to have an obsession and the catalyst from passion to obsession is love which you despicably despise with hate. In a cold universe, hate is the silver bullet that warms the heart and you ought to have a love for hate. Hate collapses structures for generations yet builds generational wealth. Hate not toxicity but hate, for you could be extremely toxic yet fail to have the love to hate. How could you wake up and then seek the love to hate? How can you sleep and rest in the hive of hate? For you decimate the honeycomb then feed on the bees and scraps of the bees you make those below you with love digest them, as they digest them they are stung by bees than are hurt for the love which they possess makes them feel pain

Have you become more affectionate with the love you have for hate? You are now stronger because of your hatred? No, you are not stronger because of your hatred you became extremely difficult for yourself and others. Look at how you cannot even relate to yourself but have a connection with your hatred that is consuming you whilst you have a fallacy that it loves you and you love it. When has hate ever been loved? You had a love for hate does mean hate ever loved. Let us take it from your point of fallacy, “Even as you are hate and hate are you, how then do you weigh and not measure the effectiveness of your hate?” By how many species does your hate hurt? So how do you weigh and measure the effectiveness of your love for hate over yourself?