Fear Of Love

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To Me

You were loved on credit, so the result was that you were afraid to love yourself and did not know what love was. You sacrificed in the name of love yet your emotions and feelings were detached from the love you offered. You feared to love yourself for it would have appeared as if you took pride in yourself. But then, how would you have loved yourself if you were loved on credit? I wonder what the issue is. Is it the fear of having your love rejected? Is it not knowing how to be in love when your love has been accepted? Is it the aspect of you instilling materialistic value on love when you are distant from having a net worth? If it is the latter, it is not your fault for you were loved on credit. You believe you are too soft and fragile for love, then on the other hand you are too hard for romance. You blindly believe that love shifts and changes like your unstable character and attitude do, so in the end, it is not the love that you fear but it is you being a victim of your self-inflicted illusions. Wait, but you being loved on credit was it an illusion? You do not envision a future of anyone loving you, nor do you dream of a time to come whereby you will love someone with your emotions and feelings attached. When you have flashbacks of being loved, you are being loved for the formality of it, not for the sake of love. 


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