Spiralling

To Me

You seduced yourself to believe that you would control yourself when you were aware that your fate was in its hands. Now you are spiraling out of control but to it you are normal. You have become a misfit of junk yet when it looks at you, you are just and fair unto it. You once had yourself under your own control and now you are under its command. Did you ever think you would end up like this? When you exercised your liberal rights to engage with it, did you ever contemplate that your liberal nature would be answering to an authoritarian spirit? Look at you now. You can not look at yourself, you are partly blind to what you have become. You are making progress haphazardly yet there is no change. It makes your spirit battle your flesh with no context. You have become enraged internally that you are continuously seeking inner peace then you are blind to the infectious plague you have become on the outside. You are trying to hold yourself together but you are too much of a burden to yourself. You knew that it was to be wild but you were not aware that you would spiral out of control. 

From Me