Self Intoxicating

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To Me 

You have hope but you possess no faith. You are independent with no liberalism within you. Your doubt outwrestles your principled bravery. Being yourself is self-intoxicating. You change but you are unable to evolve and adapt. You desire to be yourself yet you are in envy of what other people are. You believe in individualism for selfishness and being self-centered hence intoxicating yourself. You dream of a bright future, tragically you willingly let your void past devour the illumination of your future. You attempt to fulfill your temptations and you fail, hence you commit no sins which results in having no blemish which intoxicates you. 


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