Politicized Politician

To Me

You wanted the power, and now you have it but you still have to obey the commands of the one who holds authority over you. You do have authoritarian powers, tragically you are not liberal about the source of your power. You are the puppet master's number one puppet but with being number one do not ever contemplate that you are better off or more equal than the rest of the puppets. You desire to do the right thing yet you dismally find yourself pursuing evil with relentless passion. Now you realize that it would have been better if they politicized you as yourself, with no attribution than to politicize you as a politician. You have the power but you do not have the command and control. You can go back to being the ordinary you without political attribution but it will torture, torment and crucify you more than it is hurting you now. You cannot be ordinary, you need your attribution but your attribution is less than the word itself. It is just a title with no formality whatsoever. You are consuming more than you can digest but what you are being made to consume is neither your staple food nor the recommended diet you require. You wanted the power and not the authority, for that envision what you are, a Politicized Politician. 

From Me