New 'You'

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To Me 

So there you are. You cannon bolted through the glass ceiling then you escaped the system. Now you are a new creature. You are new, that's almost true but despite being new what are you? You became what you are yet it is distant from who you are. You never used to be what you are now, maybe you were what you are now but you never knew. You are now more terrified of yourself than you doubt yourself. You believe that you are a new you and you have disregarded your old habits and all elements attached to your past yet you are aware that your past combined with your old habits equate to the new you. You are three because of two plus one, hence one plus two will always be three and it will equate to what you are no matter how much you despise one and two or two and one. How are you living your new life now? You are not looking back yet you have prophesied upon yourself that you are to have flashbacks shortly. You asked yourself, "How could I be something new without ever being old?" and you replied to yourself "You are not new, you are an evolution, a transformation, a procedure, a change, a passing wind....." No matter how hard you attempt to convince yourself that you are new, you are not. You are just a product of your former self that has transitioned. You are still you. Hello New 'You' 


From Me 



                                        





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