Loses

To Me 

You now have elite contacts in your life, tragically you are not connected to these contacts and neither are they connected to you. 

You won yet it was not victorious. You struggled to score, then you scored unfortunately you missed the target. Mission accomplished indeed however the mission was not a success. In terms of being overall, you won but somehow the losses overshadow and outshine your overall win. You sacrificed to gain but was it worth it? Did you make sacrifices to win or you made losses to gain? Were they losses or were they sacrifices? Now that you have won and gained you can finally tell yourself whether you made losses to win or sacrifices to be victorious. A winner indeed. A liberation struggle soldier you are. Now you have more mentions to your name than you can handle but no accolades to show your worth or weight. You now have elite contacts in your life, tragically you are not connected to these contacts and neither are they connected to you. The contacts that you sacrificed, no should be the contacts that you chose to forsake were not only connected to you but engaged to you. You told yourself you are sacrificing them for the better, you knew you were lying to yourself and continued to. Now look, you lost you did not sacrifice. You lied to yourself that it was your foolish pride that made you lose some people, yet you knew it was not your foolish pride for there is nothing that you are proud of. It was your stupidity, not your pride. You made losses because you were stupid. Now with your wins, you gladly know the difference between losses and sacrifices. You made losses, not sacrifices.

From Me