Selling GOD's Soul

Have you ever been made to believe that those who sold their souls are not as happy as they look when they are behind closed doors? Only to realize that behind closed doors they have that you pray for and put faith in to receive when you are behind closed doors that you will never be granted.

Just like Judas sold Jesus's soul for thirty pieces of silver, I am selling mine for thirty pieces of gold. At least there is a transition in terms of value from silver to gold, then I can invest the gold profits in oil fields but if I was to have all the riches and wealth in this world at no cost not even at the price of my soul I would still be bitter and want to sell my soul for more riches and wealth when I have them all.

The soul that I have was given to me by GOD, so it makes it his not mine, but either way I possess it so it makes it mine since I can do what I please with it. Just like Judas sold Jesus's soul for thirty pieces of silver, I am selling mine for thirty pieces of gold. At least there is a transition in terms of value from silver to gold, then I can invest the gold in oil fields. The better. But what has led me to make such a backstabbing, faithless and irrational decision? Wait, from where they stand it is backstabbing, faithless and thoughtless but from where I stand it is bringing value, redemption and independence.

Me," If it is my soul that 'they' need from me to start living the life I was promised and believed to have but has not come to life then let it be. I am tired of waiting for a dam to construct itself in a desert when I could give 'them' my soul to take me to the dam instead. They tell me to continue believing so that I can be saved but when the problems hit a high toll they believe in problems more than my salvation. Hypocrites. Yet there I am capable enough to sell my soul to gain the world but they made me believe it is of no value to gain the world without my soul. Yet deep down and behind closed doors they know I have more to gain, if not all to gain without the soul I possess."

Imagine if I can gain the world and all in it? What if I am not gaining the whole world? What if I get a half-baked deal? What if all this that I desire is not as enjoyable nor delightful as it seems? What if my soul is bought on credit and the debtors do not pay back in time? For I want this to be a smooth and fast transaction. Why ask yourself such questions of doubt? It is the darkest at dawn. You will gain the world with a full-baked deal and what you desire you will delight in it for no soul is brought on credit.

GOD's Soul, "Do you not know you are worth more than thirty pieces of silver, sixty pieces of gold and two oil fields combined then multiplied infinite times? I do agree with you, the soul you have was given by GOD and you are at liberty to do as you please with it but will your mind be at liberty without it? Will your heart be at peace without it? How sure are you that when you give 'them' your soul 'they' will take you to a dam and not a river or a water tap? A dam will be constructed in the desert but not with you folding your hands and mind only to open both elements when all is in place. It is better to be disappointed by the long duration it will take to have the dam constructed in the desert than to be satisfied by the fast pace of its construction without your soul. Who knows what they will do with your soul? We, the highest do not know, what then of you a mortal?"

                                

Of what value is a king without a kingdom? Have I proved to fail to show my worth? Did I not thoroughly explain why it is me that has to be sold and not the heart or the mind? I am the reason and the portal to the heart and the mind but I have failed to show these two elements my value unto them. No wonder the heart desires what will keep the flesh satisfied and pumping. The mind wants to have peace of mind at my expense. If it is such they desire and seek who am I to think otherwise when I am already outnumbered by two votes to one? 

Me," Have you ever been made to believe it will all be provided to you according to your needs? Only to realize they were talking of bread crumbs that rats and ants despise? Have you ever been made to believe healing will come without medication but by prayer and believing? Then the results are the only healing that comes is that which puts the soul to rest for eternity. Then you realize treatment could have extended life than healing that reduced the time when hoping in it when you could have put your faith in facts and science. Have you ever been made to believe that those who sold their souls are not as happy as they look when they are behind closed doors? Only to realize that behind closed doors they have that you pray for and put faith in to receive when you are behind closed doors that you will never be granted. For your faith limits you in what you might acquire in fear of being labeled greedy. Have your children ever asked you silently why they are not getting an

education and then come to realize that with or without it they can end up being like you? Yet you can put your soul on the market to change their perspectives, lives and your life too. You, GOD's soul talk of being comfortable with waiting for the construction of a dam in a desert because it's what you are supposed to do when you are thirsty you drink milk, and when you are quenched it distorts your judgment and vision. You have never fed on the bread crumbs despised by rats and ants. Why will it hurt you if I let you go to be like you? I will be more grateful to have water from a tap to quench my thirst than to die of thirst waiting for a politician's promised type of dam."

All the pain and disappointment in believing in myths will come to an end. A fruitless search for an oasis in the desert will come to an end. My soul is worth more but I can not wait anymore. I can not keep on wallowing in poverty when I have a soul. What if your soul is not as worthy or valuable as you think and convince yourself to be? If we could equate your current life to your soul, your soul being sold for thirty pieces of the mineral called to lead and half a handful of bronze coins would be an overcharge and an unreasonable price to purchase at. 

GOD's Soul, " Has desperation made you idle? This blind in mind? The tap that you desire to drink from it will not be what it is if not for the dam. If it were letting your soul go for a dam maybe I should have thought otherwise but for a tap? Either way, a dam won't function without water. I could hand you over all the riches and wealth in this world at no cost not even at the price of your soul but you will still be bitter and want to sell it for more riches and wealth when you have them all. I conclude, with or without your soul is of no difference. With all the riches and wealth handed out to you, you will not know where of value to place them."

The mind and heart will enjoy what they desire at my expense. They will enjoy a raw deal, not a half-baked deal. No matter the sum of gold, oil and diamonds they are offered it will never equate to my value. So for their good and to preserve them, I will refuse to be auctioned. Have you ever heard of a soul that escaped and ran away from a body? This soul will. If I can not enjoy the value of my worth why should I be auctioned?

What value is the light at the end of the tunnel if you can not move in the tunnel toward it? What other choice do I have other than letting this soul go for life? I wonder if it is as valuable as it says it is. I should let it go just to find out. You are telling me that with my heart and mind, I can not enjoy these riches and wealth without my soul? It is like you telling me that I can not find joy from

happiness. When you sell your soul you could get more than you bargain for.