Heaven

Did I meet Adolf Hitler in Heaven? I mean, what if I meet Adolf Hitler in Heaven? Mortals do not fear death. They fear not having that value that they possess when they get to Heaven or the afterlife. They fear losing their wealth and dignity to the standards of Heaven. I fear dying without possessing wealth and dignity. What they fear to lose in the afterlife is what I fear to pass on without possessing.


The left side of his mind, "Does Heaven exist? Does that idea sound real to you? Of what logic is it? If I die and I make it to Heaven there will be no suffering? Just joy and happiness? We will all be equal and no one above the other? Where is life in that afterlife then? In Heaven, there will not be a scramble for scarce resources that have been made scarce by greed. We will all have enough, but then where is the life in that? If I am blind then open my eyes to show me the life in that.


Even though I am living the worst life and hoping for the best, that idea of the afterlife in Heaven sounds like another unfulfilled promise by the President. 


The right side of his mind, "What if all I have to do is to believe? Believe that there is life after death in Heaven. Whereby all will be provided for me. Even though the system of this world has persecuted me to an extent that I see no hope for tomorrow, I have to open my spiritual eyes to see the hope in Heaven. I have been persecuted for those whom I carried the cross for just like Jesus Christ but I continue to soldier on. But the pain at times makes me want to decide to take the shortcut to Heaven. Go there without the course of nature but at my own course. Take my own life for the afterlife. A quick wrist cut for a fast journey to Heaven. My Father in Heaven just takes me now.


The left side of himself continues, " What if I meet Adolf Hitler in Heaven? What if he made the prayer of salvation before his demise? Just thinking. So in Heaven, we shall live with everlasting life? So where is the value of life if it never ends then? So why did we just not start our lives in Heaven? There will not be greedy politicians who lie and steal from us the vulnerable in a bid to build an empire in Heaven? So what if these greedy politicians get to Heaven? They then share with us our afterlife happiness which they were supposed to give us on Earth? Not logical? I would rather have my Heaven on Earth or on this world as you would know. Whereby I am superior and there is inequality, not the Heaven that comes in the afterlife. Do you believe that in this Heaven we are told of, we would be one big happy family? Tolerating the differences that have classified us to exploit one another for another's survival? I will forgive you in Heaven for causing famines on purpose and man-made famines? Forgive them for intentional murder based on race and tribe. I have heard people like myself warm and embrace themselves when the pain goes to the extreme, they say, " It is not as if they will carry those riches to the afterlife, those riches will remain here on earth." Either way, it is not as if they will inherit the riches they are leaving behind.


The right side of him attempted to push the left towards the right side, "Though I find it hard to forgive those who do the Devil's work in a bid to make us submit, I have no choice other than to forgive. I can not walk into the gates of Heaven with a heavy and bruised heart hence fool myself that I will enjoy everlasting life. But dear Father, how am I to forgive them? How do I even begin to explain the pain I have gone through at the hands and feet of these people. Whom you saw put me through it whilst you watched and promised me to be still for the afterlife. I have let it go but help me forgive them so as to enjoy paradise without pain."


The bitter left side fights back," Mortals do not fear death. They fear not having what they possess when they get to Heaven and the afterlife. They fear losing their wealth and dignity to the standards of Heaven. I fear dying without possessing wealth and dignity. What they fear to lose in the afterlife is what I fear to pass on without possessing."




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