Death On Graduation Day.

Of what value was our immortality if we could not change the lives of mortals nor enjoy our lives as mortals? Of what value is immortality if our knowledge is mortal? Do YOU understand the pain and psychological trauma of being buried six feet deep when your spirit is still alive?

The beginning of the new life never came to be. It was dead before birth. A miscarriage before delivery. The questions that needed answers were never to get the answers till the end of time and even if these answers were to come at the end of time what value would they be if they failed to be on time? We had made it just to make it to the grave. We worked hard for the future life only to realize that the future was there but our lives were not. It was death on Graduation Day.

With all the knowledge and distinctions you acquired, you could not gain knowledge of when your time would come to an end. Of what value is your knowledge then that has become " Of what value WAS." Talk of how you will not be a family man after preserving yourself. I will never see my offspring grow or the beginning of it. Is this what I preserved myself for? Death? I was going to be a great family man, now I could have been a great family man. This is not just death on GRADUATION DAY, but it is death to all the days of my life. 

Our bodies lay lifeless on the ground and our spirits were living on borrowed time. Each of us in our minds was communicating but the barriers were just too big for us to encode and decode. Those who could see us saw the end of our mortal lives but we could see the beginning of our immortality that they could not see. " Of all people, YOU could have given immortality, why did it have to be us? Of what value was our immortality if we could not change the lives of mortals? All that knowledge we had gained in the struggle to not only make a difference in the world but in our lives too had gone to waste. If this was YOUR plan why did YOU not execute it two decades prior? Why does it now? When we have every reason to live YOU root out our mortality. Could YOU not have just let us get certified for our knowledge, enjoy the fruits of it, and then,, later on,, proceed with this act of treachery? After all, we attributed our knowledge to YOU. How could YOU? Can YOU resurrect us partly, maybe half,, and leave us half of what we are now? We would be grateful like we have always been."

Your lack of knowledge of the afterlife is what is making you become a victim of death and fear before it strikes. Of what value is my knowledge in the afterlife now, if it exists? What value is it before people like Einstein, Watts, Mandela, Thomas Sankara, Napoleon Bonaparte, Adolf Hitler, and Alexander The Great? Though I know little of these men, I know enough to be on sound footing. What if they gained more knowledge after their demise from the earth? Which is gaining more power in the afterlife. This is not just death on Graduation Day but it is the execution day to my mortal knowledge. 

"Try breathing. How is that possible with ripped lungs and a torn throat? I ask myself and respond to myself. YOU know, there are people whom we are aware of that do not deserve to be mortals who are being certified for the knowledge they can not apply. Whose knowledge is a third class out of three? Take them and resuscitate us. I am not telling YOU how to play YOUR cards but I am giving you insight into how YOU made a wrong move that YOU can reverse and make the correct one. YOU have given all of us immortality that is of no value to any of us. Could YOU not just have spared one of us? Can YOU just spare one of us? Maybe if YOU do spare one of us, we could enjoy our immortality watching over him or her. If YOU do decide to spare one of us, can YOU make it me? It has to be me. Do YOU understand the pain and psychological trauma of being buried six feet deep when your spirit is still alive? I know YOU do not, for YOU have never been mortal but above mortals, thus immortality. But since YOU claim to know us all I believe YOU are aware of how we need this mortality. How we need our lives back. We had planned for the life after not the after alive. Is there still a need to plead with YOU? If there is still a need to plead with YOU then I am just stroking YOUR ego so that YOU feel more important than YOU already are. Even if we are half dead and half alive we would appreciate but not a hundred percent of the former."

What then do you want? Do you want to sacrifice your immortality for mortality? Which of the two do you value the most? Which of the two has more value than the other? Of what value is immortality if our knowledge is mortal? We have little spiritual knowledge for according to our knowledge, anything spiritual is not factual but over-marketed lies till they become true.

" What is worse than a miscarriage and the death of the mother? Death on Graduation Day. What is worse than the death of both the bride and the groom on the morning of their wedding day? Death on

Graduation Day. Now I question the value of it all and realize it is of no value just like the immortality we have been forcefully offered and made to accept. Now I wish I had spent all night

clubbing, drinking, whoring instead of reading, analyzing, and discussing academics. I wish I had spent all day trying to sober down planning on what to drink during the night instead of attending lectures and planning on how to get a job after Graduation Day. Graduation Day has arrived and the graduates are not there. So YOU have decided not to do anything? Why are YOU doing this? I used to think that Politicians and Governments were dream killers but I have realized that YOU are a murderer, YOU take lives, and should be sentenced. If I am given a minute to be a full mortal, I will testify how YOU are a murderer and Politicians and Governments are an extension of YOU. How will my family and friends feel about the results of YOUR actions? I do not know because my spirit is on borrowed time but I wish I knew. How will their pain make YOU feel? That is if YOU ever feel any pain."

You now go to the grave with regrets. Advice for you that I took from your life. Be multi-dimensional in the afterlife. What currency do they use in the afterlife? A different life means different knowledge. I wonder what currency they use in the afterlife. We had calculated all the currencies we were supposed to use after Graduation Day. How the Forex market was to appear, little did we know we were about to walk into a life of no currency.                                

" For someone who is pleading for their lives, it is not the right tone nor registers to use. What if your Graduation Day is meant to take place in the afterlife? What if your knowledge is needed in the afterlife, in the land of immortals? That is rubbish. Graduation in the afterlife, knowledge in the afterlife. We never planned for the afterlife, the only context where we applied the words 'after life' where in a sentence that put the word life before after. It said, " Life after Graduation Day." Life after not after

life. How can YOU sincerely want us to adapt to a life after death? Maybe we studied the wrong program and courses. Maybe we should have gone for something more religious or supernatural so that we could not be worried about death as we are now, sarcastically we are dead already. I wonder how graduation and funeral relate? Did we do something wrong, that YOU had to use us as human control experiments? Guinea Pigs?

Life after graduation day has become life after death. We will not see the merits on our certificates just like we will not see the engravings on our graves. Any date they believe to be my deceased date is 

false. For my spirit is alive for life after death. 

I forgive YOU for taking my life on its most important day. The day that it was truly birthed. Yet I wonder if will YOU forgive YOURSELF. I believe YOU will never forgive YOURSELF because YOU are never wrong but YOU have wronged and sinned unto me. I hope YOU remember that for all the days of YOUR immortal life. I pray that it haunts YOU as much as it did me.