Confessions Of A Preacher

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OUR FATHER WHO ART IN.........

I have a different life from my title. I get high on drugs. I sleep with prostitutes and women out of lust. But I manage to make love to them. I am part of a blood-sacrificing cult. Which I use to double my next-to-nothing wealth. Finally, on a Sunday in front of the church congregation, I shout out " The blood of Jesus shall bless us all here, welcome to the house of The Lord brethren." I am a Preacher.

About two weeks prior a church female congregant who was sexually abused came to seek comfort at the house of The Lord, which I am servant unto. I welcomed her and comforted her. Has she called me Father, which is my other title? I behaved like a Father figure and Preacher at the same time. If I failed to balance the other activities she would not notice. In the same way, she would not notice if I went out of line. To an extent of asking if she enjoyed it.

Within her vulnerability, I found the power to prey upon her using the power of prayer. Using my body as the temple of GOD, I accommodated her homeless nature. Her silent tears whilst in my care turned to screams and I told her its screams of joy unto the LORD. She went her way believing she had engaged with THE LORD and that was it. Was it so?

I know very well from a Preacher's perspective rape is wrong and worse off when a Preacher does the same to a victim looking for closure through him. I am a preacher by title not by life. Why did I do it? I lusted after the victim, she was beautiful. The individual who victimized her through rape can be justified for such. He could not hold back his temptation and I do understand him. The Holy Bible informs us, to tell the truth, I am. The individual responsible for the rape does not have the spirit of The Lord, I do.

By being a Preacher, I should have held back from lusting at this woman. Well, I am a preacher by title not by life. I enjoyed using my title to prey upon this victim and I can get away with it. Let me tell you how.


This rape victim has been indoctrinated to believe I am HOLY and untouchable for we preside by the law of the Lord.

We are above them for they believe they are lost sheep and we, the shepherds are to lead them to greener pastures. It makes me untouchable, for she will dare not report or spoil the anointed one of The Lord. She knows the wrath that comes from this. Praise The Lord. I shout out, " Can the congregation say Amen?" This is how you get away with crime.

For GOD is untouchable and so am I.


Politicians are liars and the Preacher tells the truth. For the source of the Preacher's words is true. The Holy Bible. A year ago I got double the offering if not thrice in my offering basket. Only it was a personal offering through the bank. Amen.

Well in order to calm my conscience, I called it a private tithe by the politician. It was a tithe by the politician that she believed would come back tenfold. But why give it to me knowing very well I am not THE LORD GOD? Well, I am one of GOD's representatives on earth and in society. What was the aim of the private tithe?


The politician wanted me to pacify an already pacified congregation. By telling them that, " The rampant corruption that was happening in society would be dealt with by THE LORD GOD." That they must not get involved, for the LORD GOD at the right time will act upon those involved in corruption. Well, the politician came to me at the right time with the right amount of money. This congregation must be made up of fools I thought to myself after the sermon. Or we are making fools out of them.                                    

I cannot survive on the handouts they barely gave me through the church. Of the tithe they give to the church, I get a tenth of it. Why? The church system believes we are here to serve and not get wealth. So the greed of the church system to believe we are content will devour it when it realizes we are making more than a tenth of what it receives. For the politician is paying us well.

Does this system really believe I am here to be a charity case? I want to be the modern-day King Solomon of wealth. Well, now I realize the power and wealth I can wield with this title. The Preacher, Man Of God.


Should I feel guilty for using a HOLY NAME for unjust means? Should I feel guilty for getting wealth because preachers are supposed to be " poor"? Well, in order for the whole congregation to understand my message I must be wealthier than them all. They despise me when they do and I realize it. I must know I am above the status they give me. From there, I will preach with confidence to pacify them more.


The more I pacify them, the more wealth I get from the politician. The more women I lust over and make love to. In the name of my title. I remain above the law for I am one of GOD's many representatives on earth. Amen.

With these few confessions out of many, what can you do to me? You are pacified to not go against me. For if you do, the wrath of THE LORD GOD will deal with you.

AMEN 





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