The Curse Of Albinism

They say, "There is nothing wrong with Albinism.", well if there was nothing wrong with Albinism they would not say it nor tell me. Would they? Show me a white Albino and I will show you a subjective white supremacist who is in love with Black culture. Furthermore, if I was a crippled and disabled Albino, would you assist me with the cause of assistance or the cause of my condition. Why do we have organizations that care for the conditions and well-being of Albinos and not have organizations that care for the conditions of Black people who are supremely dark-skinned beyond recognition? 

What is it that I see in the mirror? Do I see a human being? Do I see a Black, White, Asian or Colored human? If I was in the slave trade era would the White masters capture me and then ship me off across the Atlantic? I am not White nor Asian. Neither am I I am none of that, I am cursed by Albinism but the core fact is that I am human. 

Black, White, Asian and Albino. I definitely disgust my society and I am aware of it. Furthermore, I am aware that they tolerate me but they despise themselves when they do so. Their tolerance towards me is how they give special care and attention to one who is disabled but not crippled. They say, "There is nothing wrong with Albinism.", well if there was nothing wrong with Albinism they would not say it nor tell me. Would they? With my facial and physical features who would fall in love with me? I am aware that someone loved me but could not fall in love with me because of my condition. Was Jesus Christ Black or White? I have listened with caution to the arguments that have been brought up about Jesus Christ's skin tone and I have seen a White Jesus portrait but I am sure he was not cursed with Albinism. My skin What matters is that either cursed by Albinism or not, all humans have a soul and I too with my Albinism condition I have a soul. Only if I, you and them could see it. 

Screw it. I am exhausted from being persistently tortured for being an Albino and the catalyst that adds more persistence to my torture is that I am an Albino from an inferior tribe that has suffered, suffers and will continue suffering tribal discrimination. I have fallen in love with self-hatred because of my condition. At one point I thought of bleaching my skin would cure this curse that I live with. A bleached Albino? Maybe if I bleached my skin I could have a pigment. Though I fear what I might do to myself to have a pigment, I am more terrified than afraid of the society I live in and of those across my borders. I have heard that they do rituals with the bones and private parts of Albinos. Why Albinos and not any other type of person? I once cried myself to sleep with distraught anger when I was told, "You are the right person but not perfect enough to be picture perfect." Why do we have organizations that care for the conditions of Albinos and not have organizations that care for the conditions of black people who 

are supremely dark-skinned beyond recognition? Tell me of a White Albino. Rather show me a White Albino and I will show you a subjective White supremacist who is in love with Black culture. I wonder if I resurrect in Heaven, Hell or somewhere in between will my soul show traits of Albinism, for my soul is being crucified for that which it is in? 

I am exhausted from guidance counseling that is supposed to make me feel better but not aimed at changing the perceptions of those who discriminate against me. Have you ever been hugged but with no emotion or love? Looked at but being given a blind eye? Greeted but with no message nor the intention to know how you feel or how you are? Greeted for the cause? Have you ever been indoctrinated to believe you are not human enough to have human rights because your Albinism removes your humanity? I have because I am an Albino, Albino and not a person nor human. It is okay to be angry about your condition. Even those who are disgusted by you are tortured by internal and eternal insecurities within their own false perfection. You are all humans, you all have problems.

The morning that I will see an Albino being sworn in to be the President of the nation is the morning I will have freedom from this curse of Albinism. The afternoon that I will see an Albino Pope pray for the world from the Vatican is the afternoon I will have faith. The evening that I will see a Son of the British Royal Family or any other monarchy wed an Albino woman who will give birth to an heir of a monarchy is the evening I will sleep in peace and be cured of the curse of Albinism. One last question, "Have you ever seen an African- American whose an Albino?"